I have finished my tests and graduated. I am done with high school. So what’s next? I am going to be doing college classes during the summer, but I have a bigger goal in mind. I am going to get my driver’s license.
I have had a permit for about three years. The first time I went driving, I was soaked with sweat, my heart was pounding and we were driving in the middle of the country with barely any other cars around. Now, I am fairly comfortable, but I need to just suck it up and do the test. The excuse of my parents not wanting to pay the insurance is pretty much dead. I’m going to need to be able to drive myself around. I have the technical skills down, except my parking needs work.
My dad did some research and found that there was a ton of information on the Internet about people with autism, , driving. The University of Virginia is doing a study on evaluating and developing the driving skills of high functioning autistic teens. Half of the group will get special driving simulator training, the other half will receive the standard training other teens go through—parent and instructor guidance. Then they will be evaluated by independent driving evaluators who will be unaware of the study. The results will be published sometime in 2012.
I read through some sites and found common problems. The big ones among autistic people are a “sensory overload” and “spacing out.” My problems are tolerance of passenger’s actions (annoyance), not focusing on the right part of the road (I need to look farther ahead) and parking.
Still, I think if I were to practice the parking a little, I could pass the test. I’m honestly worried about other drivers. I do fit the autistic driver characteristics. I am cautious, and don’t like being close to other cars. I don’t consider myself a good driver, but I have seen much, much worse. I’m hoping I will be okay once I do get my license. This will be another step on the path to my own, new world.